melissa0528

Frustrating as it is, i'm once again infront of the computer. i guess i just can't help it. the web gobbled up my life, and i just can't live without it. i deleted my account on facebook, since i dont see any sense in it anymore, but honestly, i'm itching to reactivate my profile in that social networking site. gawd, it's only been 4 hours :O anyway, i'm leaving the country soon, hopefully, and facebook's starting to make me feel as if i'm the only one who's happy about it. maybe thats what i'm pissed about. here i am, feeling happy and excited that i got my visa approved, but other people are just not as happy. i knew i shouldn't have joine

so much time on my hands, lol. for the past 2 months i did nothing but play computer games, sleep and eat, while the people around me kept moving in a fast paces (especially my batchmates). busy, busy, busy. but me? i dun need to do pretty much anything actually. i just had to take my vitamins, drink my milk and eat healthy. while browsing dA, i suddenly had an urge to touch that darn sketchbook. my husband even gave me a tekken artbook, and i was too lazy to even touch it. but yeah, i think i might just draw again. gonna buy materials tomo and start off. gawd, i dun even know if i still am capable to draw. everybody just seemed to develop

been out for a while. my partner in life just came and left, which caused me to cease everything outside our own little bubble. haha. i think i love his second stay more. evrything just seemed to be all about us. his stay last april was actually longer, but we really didn't have enough time alone. except in the bedroom, i guess. hahaha. so anyway, his second stay was different. we didn't get out much. we wake up in the morning, cuddle a bit, go down for breakfast, go back up, cuddle a bit more, and then watch a movie :) haha. it's like having a week long honeymoon. :) so here comes the hard part. GOING BACK. him going back to japan, me going